never remember

so….

“hows life?”

i ask myself the same, with a brief pause.

“im here.”

is the only status i can provide.

someone asks me. “hows life?”

“good, yours?”

routine, bullshit, and an infective lie just to sound pleasant with the others.

is it so i dont have to discuss why? or is it just a habitual lie?

im tired. im alone… im just addressing a question. feel free to answer it for me.

i miss my own..

server. were i could whore loads of pictures, mp3’s etc etc.

i must stick with this now. cause i dont want to pay for my site anymore. good lord.

ah. atleast this is much better than myspace’s “blog” system.

Personal Blog

Im going to try and see if I can keep this one secret from close friends, ex girlfriends, and family. Tired of bullshit feedback.